have you ever done something under the influence?



From a book you’ve read.


What else did you think I meant??  šŸ˜›


Last week LesleyW hinted at something which she had been inspired to do… and then quickly went on talk about a perfume she just had to try after reading Rachel Caine’s Weather Warden series.


Who was she kidding.  


*tsk, tsk*


Then, like an awesome detective, I followed the trail from Lesley’s back to D. L.’s post at DIK where she admitted to learning ASL “because I’m in love with a mute ass-kicking fictional vampire from a romance novel”.


Sure John Matthew rocks and all, but sometimes you just gotta admit when something ain’t likely to ever happen.


Romance readers are so weird.


Present company excepted of course.


*cough*


Anyhoo, both posts made me think about whether a book had ever influenced me in this way.


*mental blank*


That’s when I began to wonder if anything else has, and it hit me…


You see, I’m a huge, huge fan of the ABC’s Extreme Makeover Home Edition.  


HUGE even.


I’ve been moved in some many ways by this series; however, it was one episode in particular which made me take action and, on 30 December 2010, I registered to become a bone marrow donor.


Although I’ve  been on the books as an organ donor since I first got my driver’s license in my late teens, becoming a bone marrow donor as well never even occurred to me until watching that episode.


Sure the odds are pretty slim that I will ever get called up, but if I can help in anyway to save someone’s life??  So worth it.


What about you?  Have you ever done something weird or wonderful because of a book, etc?  Do tell.

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the story of my life…

Especially at the moment.

What’s doing with you lot, then?  Tell me something good.  Big or small.

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well, then.

Maybe I wasn’t as okay as I thought.  *wry smile*

Sooner or later I’m sure I’ll be back doing this reader’s blog thing which has given me so much joy.

It might just be later rather than sooner though.

Take care, and can I ask that if you know someone who has – or might have – depression or another mental illness or if you suffer yourself to please, please reach out.

It is so very important to speak.

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i’m ok

I have to admit that the last few days have felt like a lifetime, but I’m getting there.

I promise.  šŸ™‚

I started journalling about what’s going on with me, which I proceeded to accidentally post to Twitter.

Naturally.

*head desk*

Since the journal is actually public and not that much of a secret any more, you’re welcome, if you want, to read it.

At the very least, I hope you read this post.  It’s about how much I’m grateful to all of you.

Thank you for your friendship.  Words can’t express how very thankful I am for it.

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ignore me. i’m being emo.

Probably best to just turn away right now and not read this post.  I feel the need to be deep and meaningfully self-indulgent and, because I lack a journal to write all this woe-is-me-shit in, it’s going here.

You’ve been warned.

I’m depressed.  I’m really depressed.

I feel like I’m drowning and I just can’t do the happy smiley Kris any more.

I just can’t.

She makes me so very tired.  She also makes it worse.

Worse because when I’m her I don’t deal with how I’m feeling.  I sabotage myself.  I do stupid things and what’s ridiculous is that I know exactly what I will do.

I know that I will drink too much.  I know that I will smoke too much.  I know that I will self harm.

That’s what happened last night and this morning I hate myself for it.

So, I need to take a break.

I need to OCD my house.  I need to get rid of the booze.  I need to make sure I have food and stuff for the boy kittehs.  I need to let the Mumma and Baby Brother know that I’m okay but am having a timeout.  I need to curl up and hide for a while.

Most of all, though, I need – needed – to get this all out.

To stop the pretending about what I’m feeling.

Another self-destructive trait I have.  *wry smile*

Anyway, that’s it.  That’s me.

Probably way more me than some people wanted to know, but, hey, I did tell you not to read this post so it’s your own fucking fault.  šŸ˜›

Later.

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random awesomeness (nsfw)

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maybe it’s me (again), but…


When you read a sequel or the next book in a series and it’s based on a new set characters how much do you want to see of the pairing from the previous story?

That is, are you a reader who is all hi-so-nice-to-see-again-glad-you-are-still-together-and-aren’t-you-both-adorable-now-fuck-off-already-this-isn’t-your-book?  Or are you a 5-out-of-8-chapters-of-the-old-couple-having-sex-seems-fabulous-to-me-and-hopefully-they-will-have-a-foursome-with-the-new-couple-wouldn’t-that-would-be-a-great-lead-into-the-next-story?

Heh.

Me, I’m definitely in the former camp.

I recently read a story where there were sex scenes with characters from the first book – and, no, not foursomes – that totally threw me off.  It just seemed so so random and unnecessary.  I mean, I did finish reading it, but still…

So, what would be too far for you in terms of the revisit?  Or are you too busy fangurling to give a damn? šŸ™‚

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m/m graphic novel appreciation series: jenre’s guest post


Jenre, who I believe is one of the top reviewers in the m/m romance genre and also happens to be one of the most gorgeous people you could ever meet, has been waiting patiently while I got my shit back together in relation to my m/m graphic novel and yaoi appreciation series.  

VERY patiently.

So, here it is.  Finally!  Thanks, Jen.  šŸ™‚

*****

Angst or Fluff?

I’ve only been reading Yaoi manga for a year or so, but in that time I’ve been exposed to a range of genres from fantasy to westerns, however, my favourite still remains the contemporary yaoi.

One thing I’ve noticed about the contemporary Yaoi books is that even though they all contain the similar characters of the Seme and Uke, the familiarity of the ā€˜no, no, no, yes, yes, yes’ sex scenes, and the bewildering lack of lube or condoms, they can usually be divided into two distinct groups: The angsty or the fluffy.

I’ve been thinking about this recently and trying to decide which of the two types of contemporary yaoi I like the most.  Let’s have a look at a few examples and examine the evidence:
The Fluffy

These tend to be characterised by a lighthearted plot, often with a high dash of silliness.  Serious stuff is usually relegated to a secondary character or subplot, with the main focus on the sweet and/or daft relationship between the main Uke and Seme.


My absolute favourite fluffy yaoi is Maid in Heaven by Hisami Shimada, which tells of Midori who takes on his sick Grandma’s job of maid in a grand house, whereupon he’s forced into wearing a maid’s outfit, much to the delight of his boss Asagi.  There’s lots of cheeky humour in the story and I loved Midori’s initial outrage and then acceptance of the uniform he’s made to wear.


Another fluffy favourite is Chocolate Surprise by Lily Hoshino which is a amusing story involving a group of giggling girls and cute guy Ogasawara who take part in a silly game involving chocolates spiked with an aphrodisiac, leading to Ogasawara propositioning handsome Kakiuchi. 


Finally there’s Love Mode vol 1 which could have been a very disturbing ansgty story as it follows student Sakashita who is mistaken for a male prostitute by Takamiya, plied with drink and seduced.  However, the way that Takamiya then falls in love and sets about wooing Sakashita, turned this into a super-cute fluffy read.
The Angsty

These stories often follow serious themes, many involving prostitution, addiction or drugs.  Many revolve around gangsters or characters who are trapped in what seems to be a hopeless situation. 


My favourite Agsty yaoi is Age Called Blue by Est Em, which follows two musicians who love each other, but one is addicted to drugs and his lover finds it hard to live with him.  The artwork as well as the story is haunting.


U Don’t Know Me by Rakun is another one of my angsty favourites, although is much more lighthearted in tone than Age Called Blue.  It tells of two lovers who are forced apart by circumstances and secrets, but whose love for each other is an unbreakable bond *sniff*.


There’s one final angsty story which I wasn’t as keen on, but I know is a favourite with the Yaoi swap people and that is Totally Captivated by Hajin Yoo.  I wasn’t keen on the gangster plot, but it’s one to consider if you like such things.
So considering the evidence, which sort of contemporary do I really prefer? Actually, both.  Sometimes I’m in the mood for light and fluffy, and sometimes something more serious.  Fortunately there’re both types about to satisfy my every whim!

But what about you, my Yaoi loving friends?  Which type of contemporary Yaoi appeals to you – something fluffy, something angsty or maybe, like me a bit of both?
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random awesomeness

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maybe it’s me (again), but…

Thinking about never ending series reminded me of a discussion I had with some of the peeps at the LA bloggers and authors get together in November.

We were talking about LKH.  For the life of me I can’t remember why now, but no doubt it was something very weighty and serious to do with plot and character development.

*ahem*

Anyhoo, we inevitably played truth or dare about who had or hadn’t given up on the Anita Blake sexfest and also got to talking about LKH’s Merry Gentry series.

Me, I liked the Merry Gentry series.  It had a consistency to it I thought Anita Blake had well and truly lacked and resulted in my break up with it.

Having said that, I stopped reading Merry Gentry at book 7.

Why?  For the simple reason that, for me, the main story arc had ended with the thing which had stopped Merry from doing the other thing being done and dusted.

Finished. Completed. Kaput.

And then book 8 came out…

Me: WTF?!  WHY??????????  Nope.  This is over and I’m done with it.  The.  End.

So, have you ever done that with a series?  Decided it had ended to your readerly satisfaction before the author obviously thought it had?

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